Fear.

Lately iv been pressed with the fear of not understanding or lack of understanding. I stand at the thresh hold of reality as a senior in high school about to confront the world of adult hood with no idea where ill be in 6 months. I understand Matthew 6:33 when God says if i pursue him then everything else will come to me. But what would it mean for me to "pursue God." I could go to college, become a pastor. I could invest in being a worship leader. I could leave everything that is familiar to me and serve the persecuted and the poor. All of the above would directly glorify God and further his kingdom. So what is a foolish teenage boy with the ability to become anything and everything to do? The one thing I can hold on to is his promise In Matthew. That no matter where i end up, He, my loving Father will guide and sustain me.